0 So she's dead; and now buried (04/04/09). Gone. I never knew her. Yet she was my future made real for me to see. Piggy nose and inherited deprivation from a black outsider father. I admit I cried; tears made me blink and left a salty taste in my mouth. Is this what it is going to be like for my unborn grand children? Will the UK always be a broken society? Walking from my house to Hackney Central, along the banks of the stinking dead brown green river; pass the rubbish strewn murder mile and the vagrants of Saint Johns' church yard. It was four in the afternoon. A man bared his bum and sh@t on the pavement of a busy thoroughfare. No one looked. I walked carefully avoiding the drunk who was setting his pit bull on strangers for fun. This was Hackney. Unlike Jade, I'm educated but I don't know right from wrong. I talk silently. The black Gansta-Rap loving kids with their baggy jeans half way down their grey underpants don't hear me. I'm just another mind fvck from the system. Instead they laugh uncontrollably at their predicament. In the mosques and on the streets, Jesus is on his way back (Stan's the man, one voice in the wilderness, talking about self-hate and true salvation). Break the law, read about it on the inter-web. The new Roman empire has 'civilised' the world. It says we are living at the end of history. However, The Idea is out of the bottle. It is possible to be submissive to G*d. Jade found Jesus on her death bed. The all seeing Eagle does not always have to win. Jade Goody broke the unwritten rule by not knowing her place and the press made her pay. She will be soon forgotten. But she will always give me hope. Jesus walks, submission to G0d is the way, the Commandments are the 10 best ways to beat the system. <object width="500" height="315"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/t244-zEENSs&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/t244-zEENSs&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="500" height="315"></embed></object> 3 0 2009-04-04T13:38:47+01:00 400 http://www.click2edit.com/articlesimages/607/200904041238848742_9.jpg 85 0 0 0 So she's dead and now buried. Gone. I never knew her. Yet she was my future made real, for me to see. Piggy nose and inherited deprivation from a black outsider father. I admit I cried; tears made me blink and left a salty taste in my mouth. Is this what it is going to be like for my unborn grand children? Will the UK always be a broken society? 50 0 2010-03-09T22:08:37+00:00 726